Whoa.....

So I was going through my closet earlier looking for some spring/summer type clothes to wear since it's been so hot all of sudden here in Atlanta and I came across this white, collared dressy type shirt. I bought the thing a couple years ago online. When I ordered it I bought it at a size that I thought would make it kinda long and roomy, but when I got it it was tight and uncomfortable. I immediately banished it to the abyss of clothes I've bought but never wear. Anyway, a few months ago, I can't remember when I came across it and tried it on. It was very tight in the arms and it wasn't even close for me to button it, so again, banishment. Today, I come across it again and decide to try it on. It flippin' fit and I had a reaction I was not expecting. It stopped me cold in my tracks. I literally stood there for 2-3 minutes is absolute astonishment. I still can't believe the shirt fit. This is such an impossible thing to articulate well, but the best word to describe how I felt was dumbfounded. I literally had to convince myself this was the same shirt. I haven't really had *that* type of reaction to my own body and it just freaked me out. Part of me still can not believe it's the same shirt. WTF? I just had a feeling of not being who I thought I was.

Y'know what though, how ironic is it that this happened today when I was feeling frustrated with my weight loss. God is funny that way, I guess.

I must be trippin' but it was completely and utterly unexpected. I gotta tell you though, it does feel good. :) More motivation to keep trying my best to do this right.